Monday, July 30, 2012
Nose Tingling Days
My nose starts tingling when I'm about to cry. It's been tingling quite a bit the last few days and even more today. Grant's original due date was August 2. That is only 3 days away. I wish I was cuddling with my sweet boy right now or anxiously awaiting his arrival. I am also NOT pregnant, again :( I want to be pregnant again so very badly. Not to replace Grant, but to give him a baby brother or sister. We are going on a mini-vacation at the end of the week to get away and spend some time together. I need to not be at home this week. I miss my baby boy and all that his life promised to bring. A friend who understands where I am said today "I hope your trip is as good as it can be." I responded with a true answer. I said "I know that it will be ok in the end." I can't say how this week is going to go. I have a feeling it will be hard, really hard, but I can't say that for sure. However, I do know that in the end it will be ok. So far on this journey everything has turned out ok in the long run. It doesn't mean that some days aren't gut wrenching sobbing, nausea filled, red eyed days. It just means that I know that God is here and loves me and that in the end it will be ok. I know that one day I will see that sweet face again and until then he is living in splendor and glory.
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I've been thinking about you and praying for you a lot this week. I hope your trip goes well. Lots of love.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and your sweet Grant today! Praying that the 2nd is as gentle as can be for you and Jonathan.
ReplyDeleteLots of love to you!
xoxox
Kristy the days leading up to my due date were so stressful, it is an emotional time. I am so glad you will have some time away with your husband. I wish we had better planned like that maybe then it would not have been so bad. Well I will be flying home Aug 2nd and will be praying for you and your Jonathan :) on that day. You will make it through my friend. Also saying that sweet Grant becomes a big brother soon!
ReplyDeleteBig hug to you...I'm right there with you. My due date is tomorrow and we are about to start "try" number 4 I suppose. Be kind to yourself, let yourself feel, and enjoy your time off together! My arms are around you and your heart is in mine.
ReplyDeleteI'm sure it will be nice to have some together time with the hubby. I'll be thinking about you on the 2nd and the days coming up to it. It always seems for me, the days before are the hardest. Get yourself a special treat for this occasion. HUGS
ReplyDeleteHuge (((hugs))) Those anniversary dates, especially the time leading up to them are tough. Praying your week goes ok as well as your time with you hubby. Thinking of your precious Grant as well.
ReplyDeleteThis makes my tear ducts swell, Kristy. :( Big hugs to you and Jonathan. My thoughts are prayers are with you this week (and always), and I definitely hope somehow your trip brings you some peace and comfort. Love you, Friend!
ReplyDeleteI'll be praying for you this week my friend. I so very much dreaded my due date and longed for the same things. I praythat you and your husband have a nice relaxing trip that just like your friend said is as good as it can be. <3
ReplyDeleteBig big hugs!
I am also not looking forward to my due date. It's so hard, especially when we still get baby stuff in the mail from companies that remind me. I hope you are having a wonderful time with your husband and enjoy all that you can! Sending prayers your way!
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