The Bybee Blog

9 months!!! 3/4 of the way to 1 year. I know I have said it before, but I really, really need time to slow down. She is getting so big.  W...

2 years have passed since I've held you in my arms. I think of you every day and miss you always. We had a party to celebrate Grant this...

Church this morning was AMAZING. It was all about community. Why we need it and how it should look. I stole our pastors phrase...gospel comm...

Last week I met a good friend to chat and enjoy some frozen yogurt. I love anything "ice cream" and that love is even more while I...

Today I am 22 weeks and 4 days pregnant with my second baby, Amelia Kathryn. That is 9 days longer than I had with my firstborn, Grant Olive...

I'm going to be honest. A pregnancy after loss is filled with fear. I'm a pediatrician so I knew a great deal of things could go wro...

Today is Grant's first birthday. I can't believe it's been an entire year since I held him and kissed his sweet face. I still mi...

It's been just over a year since our big ultrasound with Grant. The day that we learned of his diagnosis and that we would never be brin...

I don't understand why babies or children die. I never have and never will. I wish we lived in a world where no parent had to experience...

Merry Christmas to all of our friends and family! I hope that today and tomorrow you are all able to experience some joy in the promise of C...

It has been 1 year to the day that I found out I was pregnant with Grant. I suspected before that day but on the morning of November 21, 201...

This time of year is my favorite. I absolutely LOVE Christmas! I love what it stands for. My savior's birth. I love seeing kids get exci...

I have had a case of the should have beens lately. It's been a while since I have had this happen on almost a daily occurrence. I don...

My first sewing day was a success in my eyes. I was super nervous that it wouldn't turn out the way I had planned or hoped but I think a...

September 23. 6 months. 26 weeks. 182 days. I still miss him. I miss him so much it still makes me catch my breath sometimes. Other times it...

As a mommy who recently (5 1/2 months ago) kissed her baby boy goodbye for the 1st and last time I figured maybe, just maybe, I can share wh...

We have made it past our original due date. The anticipation of the day and the days leading up to yesterday were by far worse than yesterda...

My nose starts tingling when I'm about to cry. It's been tingling quite a bit the last few days and even more today. Grant's ori...

Happy 4 Months in Heaven Baby Boy!!!! Today we got something in the mail for you. Your urn came in and it is perfect for you. I love that ...

My emotions are unpredictable. For the past few weeks I have been having really good days. This makes me happy. Grant's due date is rapi...